nysha sarah-anne joseph/ 10th of feb/ nysha@y7mail.com, twitter:nyysha/ listening to mumford & sons/
reading Isaiah/ the owner of a bubble gum pink hairdryer / weather: spring baby yeah!
Wow. So i'm now officially 21. Apparently i was born just after midnight. This is supposed to be one of those milestone moments. How am i feeling ? Well for starters i feel clean ! I just had a shower. But umm yea you didn't need to know that. other than that i am feeling slightly overwhelmed i have a long To-Do list and i haven't really done anything much on that list (unless the shower counted...this is embarassing)
I guess by the time you're 21 you find that you've graudally grown up. Seen more of the world been given more responsibilities and liberties with your life. And i do find that that's been the case with me. I have seen more of the world or at least feel like i've been in it long enough to now some things. Though i'm sure in ten years from now i'll be scoffing at how much i thought i knew. Other things too, people expect as you grow older. Like that you would've matured somewhat ; that you have 'found yourself' by now. But that's an old topic and i think most people understand that you never do stop maturing and that you never really "find yourself" at least i haven't i think. I haven't changed drastically anyway. In a good way, i'm still the same person i was 10 years ago, and i hope that's a good thing. And each new year has brought different challenges and experiences and from that i found i discover more about what i'm capable of and remind myself of who i am.
Another thing and this has been bothering me : i'm 21 now and i would have expected that by now i would have mellowed out a little. Anyone who knows me would now that there are times when i'm just this hyperactive super giggly energiser bunny. Much like a 5 year old child. But i've given up, i did try and it does get very frustrating at times to be treated like a fifteen year old when you know that you have the capabilities of a 20 year old.
I have alot to look forward to this year and i'm actually super excited : ) i'll try hard as i always do to not screw things up and attempt to be more organised. But other than that i'm just gonna be super pleased that i at least got one thing done on that list of mine !
